♫ Yu Ming
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Today so "lucky"!!! hahax..
monitor luan copy name...thn pass it to ah tan..haiz..me kena oso...muz stand at office ther for 1 week...wtf...
so sia sui....many ppl walk through...muz stand til nex wed...
si ah tan ask us wan eat ma??
we say dwn..he say:很好，趁机减肥。。
kp lo...he stil say:要讲话是吗？很好。。站在这边。。慢慢站。。i wan box him...
today meet tio i hate d ppl 4 times!!!!
stil let her see tio i stand at ther..she sure vry happi...
>.<
tmr wan go port tat fu monitor...hope teacher believe la...every 1 at clas wan die...cos she wan become monitor liao..haiz....!!
today no mood lo!!!
26/3/2010 Friday
Walao...today leg so pain...walking like avatar...haiz...
Sin yee also...cnt laugh..muscle pain...haha..so i cnt talk wit her lo...once i talk wit her..she wil non stop laugh ...i talk gt so funny meh?
dunno y???
Haha..kor..didnt lie me..he gt 188 among F3-F4...okok lo..nt bad...haha
Sien...tmr kor only cn on9...sms wit he everyday ...
Als ntg do d..tat wei liang chatting wit sy..say cal me pull my socks up at mon..he siao d...
i imagine he pull up his socks...like idiot..haha
Ntg say oso...today good mood lo...
25/3/2010 Thursday
Today yue ye sai bao...i juz run a bit ..walk more...^^
run til ther last min hurry go ther take card from teacher...haha..gt bonus marks..bt less nia d...
wa...run til ther only 9:30am nia..so early..hurry go buy water drink..so thirsty...
thn go bak our place sit lo...so hot!!! i no brin umbrella coz like aunty..so i lent from dorcas lo...me ...yi lin ...dorcas... mindy...chin ghee share the umbrella...
wei chean and mark so cute and funny..their action ,,,haha..dunno how say ..
then i think is 11am sit bas bak skul gua...thn reach skul phone my munny cum fetch me lo...
brin hp gt advantage d....
if i no brin hp...my friend and i wil bak at 1:30 pm cos the van uncle 1;30pm juz free...
so...better brin hp go nex time l my friend....Haiz..bak home headache...thn feel leg pain...T-T...
Today chating wit alvin...say tio mindy.Mindy is his mei....then i say he gud ma..thn he ask me wan do his mei ma?....thn i ma say ok lo...promise he lo...
tmr his skul yue ye sai bao...he say wil take 1st hundred..dunno he gt lie me ma? see lo..tmr he wil sms me..
yeah!! huray!!! sin yee and yin yong won...bt i 4got they take di ji ming liao,,,dun angry ya..sy...=.=
Today good mood...happi!!!
24/3/2010 wednesday
Today gv exam paper agn lo..knw all result le..except bi
geo=57
bc=62..zuo wen 8 marks only..
bm=65
sj=53..yeah !no fail ..haha
sv=88
kh=83
pm=59
ma=62
psv=76
hahaah!!! happi today..cos 4get tat childish idiot..haha
tmr yue ye sai bao....go ther walk can le lo...dwn run...
ntg say today...juz 1 thing: good mood!!!!
hahaha
23/3/2010 thrusday
Today at class teacher gv exam paper lo...
sc=73
ma=63
geo=53?? nt sure yet...
chatting at class wit sy them lo...
Then today mood ok ok lo..
hahax..sms wit zw...wl...msn wit cs..cal he him help me do something...
then tat zw say wan help me "dui fu"him..duno real d ma???
=.=
wl funny...talking so softly like gal..hihi ^^
today write til here la...ntg say oso...
22/3/2010 Monday
Today at class ntg happen special...juz teacher giving exam paper lo...
pm=59
ma=62
kh=83
sv=88
bm=64
Haiz...sien everyday...dunno y me stil thinking bout him...he so guo fen...me stil zai hu ...dunno y ...
I so happy to hv friend like cs...sy...and others la..everytime i sad confuse or wat they wil encourage me...
Thx u all!!! Today at canteen wash hand ther met tio him...=.=
er...today ntg say la...nt so gt mood oso...
22/3/2010 Sunday
Today 8 somethin wake up liao..sms wit lemon...friends...sms til my hand bo lat...=.=
Haiz..today las day holiday liao...hwk no do tio ..juz finish di zhong kai...zuo wen no do yet..
Then whole afternoon juz lyning on bed..smsing...thn, dinner go eat old town..eat til so full..til wan vomit..nt feeling well...=.=
I alr try my best to 4got tat IDIOT...I WIL DO IT!!! few of ppl cal me dun sad...4got bout him...
I wil do it...!!!
Today no mood too~
20/3/2010 saturday
I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!! Y u wan like tis...saying tis kind of stupid things!!!!! U r DUMB....USELESS...IDIOT...y i stil so believe u ...?
My friend say til very correct...duwan "guan" u...u juz hurting me...from 14/11/09 u alr start hurting me!!!non stop hurting me!!!!
i wil nt like u so bad heart...wan ppl sad...wan ppl all thing bad...!!
Haha..i so happy..finally see u tis ppl clearly..so happy!!!!!^^ T-T(crying)
Juz hope u duwan hurting me any more...hope u happy 4ever...tat my 心愿...
如果忘记我你会好过些，
那我宁愿让你忘记曾经有我的存在，
曾经我们的回忆。
当我以为我很了解你的时候，
事实上却是一点也不了解。
从今天的谈话当中,
好像觉得你变了，
变得好生疏。
我开始搞不懂你在想什么
你想要的是什么
当从想开始当你的朋友的时候
那时的你,
应该不是我认识的你了吧~
好矛盾哦~~
看你每天为了“爱情”而奔波，
不懂为何那么辛苦，
原因很简单的一句：
boring ma~no ppl sms wit me...
好像有点太牵强。
LOVE : nt 4 fun
Today no mood...
Saturday 20/3/2010
Yesterday go gurney wit primary friends..jy,clement and their friends...
wa..go ther all boy d...see tio hurry run...then let tat jy see tio ...cal me...
gt 6 boys 5 gal..tat time sn n her friend nt yet come..so left me and my friend..
So we seperate lo...i n my friend go shopping...we walk the whole gurney..each floor 3 round...walk til my leg pain...then walk til 5pm we go redbox...til 7pm...go ther talk..no sing tio ...cos too many boys ...paiseh..
let boys sing lo...gt d sing til "zou yin" gt d ok la..nt so bad...>.< hahax..
Tat day, i only eat ice cream 4 whole day..diet..hihi
jy la, didnt sms me...cal me go eat...nvm la..gt so many boy sit together eat oso wil paiseh ma...
I oso recognice a boy...nt bad lo..go out can add a new friend...he nt bad la..quite kind..bt 1 thing is his face huai huai d...he take my hp from jy ...tat jy kip use clement hp phone me...kip ask me can gv ma...?
Tat jy chg new hp..bt his hp like cnt use d..kip use ppl hp phon me=.=|||
My primary friend...from clhs d...at sms very good wit me..bt when met..he like dunno me...he stil ask me..y u like dunno me d...
Then bak at 7pm lo..bt wait my friend car til 8pm..haiz..so ma smsm wit friend lo
Then met zhi wei 2 times..1st time is at padini massage chair ther...2nd time is at escalator...
i gt see tio him bt kesi no see...see nt so clearly too la..cos gt short sightdness...he oso say tat...
Whatever la...ytd play til very happy and enjoy...bt my money fly awayT-T
take rm 110 go left rm41.o5 bak home...haiiz...
Wednesday 18/3/2010
today morning wake up early...go old folks house..pandu puteri d test..
Go ther wipe windows..feed old ppl eating...gt 1 old ppl fierce lo..kip scold ppl..scold til wen lin cry..T-T..ho cai no scold me nia..cha dian scold by her...@@
then afternoon playing fb lo...no do anything le...
Go qb at 7 something ...go til 11pm then reach home...sien nia
Holiday als ntg do ..very boring...my holiday hwk stil nt do finish yet..haiz..
tmr maybe go qb..then fri go gurney...
人往往都要失去了，
才懂得珍惜。
但懂得已经是失去了。珍惜的时候，
已经是失去了。
这矛盾的思想，
我终于明白了。
最近发生了很多不愉快的事，
当我觉得是最幸福的时候，
顿时变成了最悲伤的时候。
生活过得好空虚，
我试着用忙碌来忘掉暂时的痛苦，
脑袋一闲空了下来，
就开始胡思乱想。
曾经拥有过的快乐，
一瞬间化为乌有。
但毕竟我曾经拥有过，
所以我很珍惜。
Today..tat like me d boy gao bai to me again...
i feel tat "wo mei you zhi ge rang ta xi huan wo"
i feel sad...i scard hurt him again...and again..
If i hurt u ...sry..
Saturday 6/3/2010
当一切都像烟花一样的成为过去，
也许只剩下现实中的残酷和空虚。
我这样的对待，
一刀刺进心坎里，
心正在滴血。
忽然有一天恍如隔世的明白曾经的一切都是骗人的，
这世间根本不存在所谓的爱情，
刻苦铭心的爱情的时候，
才发现曾经的一切只是天上的流星，
就这样飞快的飘过天空，
却不知流星落在何处。
当一切成为过去的时候，
我会是什么样子的？
会平静地写下这样的文字，
而心有一点点的痛；还是像行尸走肉一样过生活？
或许我会开始写下纪念我们的文字，
把它埋藏在记忆中的角落。
爱恨情仇，
有一天欺骗自己已经看淡的时候，
开始怀疑：
人为什么要生活？？
我只不过是马路上的过客，
而曾经的曾经只不过是对方心理的一滴泪罢了。
有些事是注定一去不复返的，
有些事是注定了无法改变的，
何苦又把自己弄得伤痕累累？
Today gt ttn d ...bt i no go...today whole afternoon dunno busy wat la...=.=
tat shi ling kip sms me..ask me gt read book ma...funny lo her...~
After exam holiday go kl at 13/3 14/3 15/3 three days...so cnt go gurney wit friend...maybe chg to 21/3 lol...
Chin yang funny lo...dunno hw say oso =.=(my primary skul classmate)
Today ntg say too...ntg happen specail too...
Thx everyday waiting me update... thx a lot...bt i nt stil nt understand y u everynight waiting me update my blog then go see the 1st...???
Friday 5/3/2010
放学了，我像往常一样慢步地走，走上巴士，坐了下来。
有人说：
我很严肃，我不爱和人交谈，
也有人说：我很沉默。
也许他们说的都是真的吧！
我又望着外面的风景，
外面的一切。坦白说，
我根本不知道自己在想着什么，
只是眼神望着,静静的望着...
有时候，
我觉得发呆还蛮不错的，
至少我的脑袋是空白的
至少我不会去烦恼任何事情。
要到家了，
我看了看，
妈咪又没来接我了，
看来我得自己走回家了。
我一步一步地走，
也一步一步回想，
这条路曾经有人陪我走过，
陆地上有我们的足迹。
我发现，
那时候的我，
虽然并没有说话，
但我没有觉得孤单。
刚刚的我，
真的孤独了。
这感觉真的很奇妙，
说来就来，
说走就走。。。。。
Today at class ntg say la...same same lo...like crazy jor...hahax >.<
Thursday 4/3/2010
自己觉得自己越来越严重，
自己觉得自己越来越悲观，
自己觉得自己越来越不像自己。
我斟酌了好久，
我思考了好久，
脑袋一片空白。
听不到任何声音，看不到任何色彩。触摸不到任何感觉，
我在想什么？
我在听什么？
我在看什么？
宁静的夜晚，坐在窗前，抬头望着天空，望着无数的星星...
我的心情，
我的感受，就只想当个快乐、平凡的女孩。
today ntg to write...ntg happen special too...~
wan exam liao...wil start revision tmr....juz finish revision sc nia...
感情就像是放风筝一样，
一条细细的线围绕彼此，
那是如此的脆弱。
一旦不小心松手，
就会随风而去，
是不是再也就追不回来了？？
昨晚我流泪了，泪水一滴滴的落在枕头上，那沉寂的夜晚，只有我悲伤的哭泣...
我好恨我自己，恨我为什么那么没有志气，恨我为什么为了他把自己搞到伤痕累累。
许或我，只是他在人山人海的马路上，所遇见的路人甲，我注定是当这场戏的女配角，主角永远永远不会属于我。
我是个没有安全感的女生，
任何事情对我来说都有伤害，
尤其是感情。
有些事是注定一去不复返的，
有些事是注定了无法改变的，
何苦又把自己弄得伤痕累累？
hope u wil see tis....~
today at skul gt many hwk...stil gt sc test tmr....sien=.= very pressure lo!!!!!!!!!
Today no mood~~dunno y oso lol...
2/3/2010 Tuesday
Today like yesterday at class lo...kip laugh oso...
Break record today go toilet 4 times...pei friend...hai me MA notes no copy tio...=.=
Haha...today pj period nonid do sit up...good lo...juz chat at class...then tat teacher sitting like.....>.< duwan say la...If sit up i die..cos im the 1st girl ...haiz...wan add a name cal zebra chan yu ming ...so im als the last...>.<
Today gt ttn de...i no go...cos nt so comfortable...today ttn MA...
Tat jh funny lo...see me til "cha dian" fall down...hahaha!!!
tat boy sitting beside me at sc lab today bit stim..the chair i wan sit d he take away..=.=
haha...tought me wan take another chair to sit...swt...
Monday 3/1/2010
Today wan 8am wake up d ...ma na zai slp til 9am like crazy ppl....busy doin hwk..haiz...
Then today at skul duno y kip laugh...hahax ^^ talk wit sin yee .ying yong. shi ling..today bm lisan...took 20 marks...today tat jian hwa come say sry to me...=.=swt
today ttn again...sc...ok ok la..
bt yesterday i feel tat i hurt some1 tat like me...bt i ask he he say no hurt him...still say sry to me...haiz...
bt today i gt talk wit him la...dunno he hate me ma...anyway i fell tat i hurt him very much...bt he oso gt sms wit me nw la...
